I
live on the top floor of one of the tallest buildings on my street. Yesterday,
Derabassi was hot like any day with 41°C. I spent my day
indoors with a cooler listening to Shepherds’ Conference 2020 Messages. At 3:00
PM, water use to come from a government water supply, so, I went down to a ground
floor to put the motor on. It happened to be the hottest hour of the day (02:00-05:00
PM) as the sun had heated up everything on earth.
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Then he said, “That
water is very hot!” It suddenly dawned on me that he was seeking cool water
from my refrigerator. At the same time, I realized I should have been more kind
and gentle to him in my response. I remembered a friend of mine, brother Liju who
is the most gentle and kind person I ever know. Certainly, he wouldn’t respond as
I did. And surely not my Lord Jesus Christ.
So, I said “Thike! (Sure).” I was heavy with conviction, so, I
decided to give him all the cool water he needed. He looked very happy. And I
was convicted all the more.
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However, we, human
beings are complicated creatures. We can have a godly sorrow in one thing which
leads to good works and at the same time, we can be having another thought
about some other thing in not so godly manner. As I was climbing stairs to get
the water, it occurred to me that I had to climb up all the stairs to my room
and get down to give him water. So, I thought, “Why do I need to wear myself?
Let him do for himself. Giving cool water is good enough already. Is it not? He
can still be grateful!” I told him to follow me. On the midway, I realized his
feet and clothes were very dirty. It was not a time to regret it. Too late! At
first, he hesitated to step into my room, but he did and I offered him to
quench his thirst and filled his jug. He was very relieved. Apparently, he had
been waiting for cool water for quite some time. When he heard me putting the
motor on, he decided to not miss the chance of asking for it. Indeed, I would
be locked in my room listening to H.B. Charles Jr. for another hour.
Muskmelons |
He hurried down the
stairs in gladness. Seeing him very glad, I wanted to do more good things for
him. I remembered the Muskmelon I kept for one of my church members who would
be coming to my room in the evening for a book study. I thought, “I can give to
my church member some other day. Let me give away for this guy.” I looked down
the stair to stop him, but he was running down the stairs. Three times the word
“Ruko (wait)” was on the tip of my tongue as I tried to catch his
attention, but he was in a hurry. So, I didn’t mutter, couldn’t able to give
away. Then I saw him running to his friends and it was a great sight, seeing
them quenching their thirst. But I turned my face away quickly and headed back
to my room because I couldn’t face the reality that I could and should have
helped them like that from before especially if such tiny acts of kindness can
be of huge significance. [Readers do well to remember Matthew 25:31-46]
Many thoughts came to
my mind. Tomorrow, what should I do? Should I offer them before they ask? But
will they need it? Maybe they will get it from other neighbors. Perhaps, they
have more money than I do, and I shouldn’t underestimate (or pity) them
unwittingly. But, should I tell them that they can always get cool water from
me as long as they are working on my street? I, being not fluent in Hindi,
decided to say nothing more. After all, I would not hesitate to help them in
the morrow should they want again.
Spurgeon, Lloyd Jones, and Bonhoeffer |
Another thought
invaded my mind, “What’s the difference between that young man and me? Why was
he working so cheerfully with a song played on his phone under the summer sun
when I wasn’t able to even stay indoors without a cooler?” In fact, he looked
happier, livelier, healthier, stronger, and younger. I thought, “He is more
useful to society than I am. But why does my landlord honor me and treat that
young man not in an honorable way? Is it because of what I do? Is it because I
have a college degree? Or is it because I pay my rent fees to him?” I was
thinking about respect, honor, and dignity in a society where there are strata
of social classes. Sure, he and I are the same, alike, created in the image of
God. I am no dearer to God than him, and he is no sinful than I am. He is an equally
important and beloved image-bearer of God. The only difference is the gift of
renewed life I receive in Christ.
“It doesn’t mean we shouldn’t do it
without the gospel. It means we need more evangelists and missionaries than
billionaires and entrepreneurs.”
Social classes,
status, professions, wealth, colors, education, ethnicity, gender, physical
fitness, nothing matters if we do not know Christ. Also, helping poorer people,
doing good deeds to the needy, all philanthropic acts, all of charity, mercy,
and kindness without the gospel truth is incomplete. It doesn’t mean we
shouldn’t do it without the gospel. It means we need more evangelists and
missionaries than billionaires and entrepreneurs. Surely, we can’t fix the
world. There will always be poor people. There will always be injustices,
sufferings and evils in this world. We cannot save the world from these things,
but surely we can proclaim the news of deliverance from sin and the wrath to
come, which is a better solution and better news for anyone and everyone on
planet earth. All these thoughts came and also settled in my mind within a few
seconds.
I reached my room and
sat down on the chair and resumed listening to the sermon I was listening to.
My mind was occupied with this incident but I must practice self-control. As
soon as I finished the sermon, I began to start typing on my laptop. Then the
phone rang. It was the church member coming to study a book with me. After an
hour of discussion about a chapter of that book, we had Muskmelon. As I was
cutting it into pieces Galatians 6:10 kept coming to my mind, “. . . especially
to those who are of the household of faith.”
After all, the Muskmelon is with someone who belongs to the household of
faith.